"What is your perception of love?"

My friend Joy posted on her facebook status a very important question. “What is your perception of love?” My response came flowing from me like words from a pen to the paper and this is what I said “being able to be urself around that special someone and being open to the flow of love coming out of your heart into theirs and vice versa. not wanting to hurt that person or bog them down w/ ur problems. just enjoyin a good time like 2 kids in a sand box. best friends who love each other but don't smother...bliss and the meaning of life...♥” Just wanted to share!

Serenity

Here I am. Back to reality and having to face the things that I haven't wanted to face since the day after Christmas. Life is different now. And, although I know nothing is promised to remain the same, I can't help but fear the unknown. Not just the unknown, but the fact that i can't manipulate the things in life that I want to. Like...finally find a job I am happy with that will give me the desired amount of money to do what I want to do with life. To be able to establish a relationship with a foundation and keep all my friends and fam with me where ever I go..you knw? those things that are quite impossible to have all at once...sigh...or maybe wanting family life to go back the way it wuz b4...i dnt knw...i had successfully staved off this "talk" with myself and it seems I may have to have a simultaneous or shortly there after "talk" with an external somebody...sigh...

The English Countryside

So, here I am sittiing in the living room. Don't have a bit of jet lag and that is wonderful. I have been here for three days already and I fear they are going by too fast. I wanna stay here forever. Shopping at the local grocery stores is awesome because they have natural fruits and veg and organic stuff is sold in the local market instead of having to make a separate trip to a specialty store. There r sheep in the back yard that just roam around eating all the grass they want and cows that just foam around as well. I could get used to the country. The only thing about up here is that it is freezing in May. lol Well, at least to me it is. To the locals a zip up hoodie is fine. lol Listened to some local bands in a festival on bank holiday monday...what ever that is. All it really means now i think is that everything closes on mondays. clothing stores and the like close at like 6 on a weekday and on bank holiday the big store Tescos closed at 4. Crazy small town, but it's kinda cool.

Haven't done much partying outisde of sitting in the grass and listening to some metal and ska bands with a strongbow in my hand. Birthday party Friday. Going to go see Iron Man 2 tomorrow and thursday on our way to Liverpool. Next week Scotland! Anyways, I should probably head up to bed soon because he has gone to bed early. <3